Today was an awfully lousy day at work. Nothing went right. I missed lunch with Zhenjie because I had to head out right after submitting my noontime package. Then I also missed the Onidaiko concert because I was at the office until 22h00. I'm glad none of the dozen friends that I called could go with me. Otherwise I'd be even more upset. Gosh. This is awfully stressful. I've been reporting for nearly half a year and I still feel like an idiot. I talked to Christie and she said it took her a year to get the hang of things and to stop feeling like quitting every day. Another six months to go for me, perhaps? I have to get better at this!
Today,I had a lot to do and perhaps I'm putting too much pressure on myself to do everything right. Like Solon says, for now, I should just make sure I know what's going on and forget about outperforming. It sure sounds like a plan. But somehow that seems impossible. I'm going to end up killing myself.
Twenty more minutes until today is over. It's past my bedtime. I'm ready for a new day.
20060901 Michella Jade 工作日記
MTV演唱會忘了問要訪問在旁觀賞的歌迷 - 豬頭
早上 - 立委諷刺一綱多本 (資訊來自蕭老師)
下午 - 我的創意地瓜餐要發霉了，想要趕快發掉
目標 - 不要漏新聞，寫稿速度加快，早一點弄完下班回家睡覺，增加線索