Long time

Wow, it's been a long and guilty time since I last blogged.

I think I have some form of depression. I'm high and then I'm low and then I'm high and then I'm low and then I'm low and then I'm low. I'm really low right now. Life sucks.

I feel selfish for only thinking about myself, but I feel like I don't have enough left in me to think for others.

Nadia told me that I need to find myself and get stronger.

I need a break - from my job and from Mom.

I want to go back to Japan.